Time For a Change

time for a change...

its about that time
for a change
cuz this same ol shit
got me goin insane
got my body feelin weak
my mind feelin meek
my lips unable to speak
who knew itd get this deep
but its about that that time
for this to change
and in my world
you were the truth
but apparently
my heart cant take this ruthless banter
got me caught up in a rapture
riding roller coasters
over and over
and its about time that changed.
if not with you
then without
i have my doubts
of living past you
and i keep trying not to let my insecurities show thru
but i fail everytime i let u back in
like i cant deal without this sin
like i cant feel if ur not the him
in
i love him
but u win
cuz im still not numb to the pain
still know there is nothing to gain
going back
but i do
and its time for that to change
cant keep up these childish games with you
cant take the hurt
not knowing
who is who
cuz sometimes the person who loves me
is you
but sometimes you are the person i cant wait to lose
because im lost in this maze of ur mind
and dont take me unkind
but ive tried
and tried
dusted myself off time after time
just like all the while im screaming americas mine
and it keeps leaving me behind
u make me have to find the reasons
i ever loved this bind
why i wasted my dime
if ur love wasnt mine
u couldnt even take the time
to say 3 simple words
and it hurts
so
its time for this to change
cuz these games
are drving me insane
and im worth more than toy boy
but u treat me the same