One Day

maybe one day

maybe one day I'll find a love for me

maybe one day

from me to hopefully you

hopefully from you to me

maybe one day

but not today

today full of disappointment

theres no love for me today

my chair is missing a leg

cant sit

maybe one day though

my feet'll stop pacin

but rest wont come easy

not today

today rest wont come at all

today im tired cus your running through my mind

not running into me

today i am alone

one one side of my love

praying please!

please give me peace

or a piece of your heart

and no

not today

today i try to crawl into places my mind didnt fill with thought of you

and maybe one day

we'll run in our thoughts of each other

but not today

today my damndest effort involves

trying to occupy my mind

trying to pacify my heart

trying to keep ideas afloat

trying to see one day

but not today

trying to escape today

erase this pain

fuck these memories

only hurting today

but maybe one day

love will love me

cuz today

i love alone

but i love always

and maybe one day

that always love

wont turn its back on me

just not today.