Lost N Found: The Beginning

ive been lost
and finding myself
thinking back
on once forgotten memories
of men who never loved me
of men whom i never loved
of possessions that i will never again possess
cuz im lost
and ive been finding myself
searching for a way
to get back
all the things
i shouldnt have given away
and to give back
all the things i shouldnt have taken
this world has me shaken
that i may never find my path
but i hope the past reveals
where i should be going
im lost
and lately
ive been finding myself
recounting every step
ive taken
find out where i was mistaken
cuz the stakes are high now
and im on low ground
smile upside down
and its like
wow!
how did i get here?
and how do i get there?
alli can do is stare
at the distance before me
and it seems easy
but believe me
mountains all around thee
and then theres the sea
gotta work to leave
this island
cuz im dying out here alone
im lost
and i have been finding myself
latching on to everyone ive got left
with them i am blessed
to have people
who stick around
even though they may
not truly understand
but understand
that the beauty in me
is not being able
to understand some things
and thats ok
ive found myself
reveling over the people
that can stand me