♥ chronologically...

ive come a long way
since dj quik had me
sitting in my room
thinkin bout you
reminiscin on the freaky little things
we used to do
bein that
down down down chick
wonderin why you bullshittin
hypin yo squad up
like yall was really crips

a long way
since three 6 was the sex mix
i sprinkled holy water
in your el co
o na na na na on the nextel v-mail
and whenever my phone a ring
tiki ting
tiki tiki tiki ting
hello
who dis?
i wished it was you
had me hooked on popeyes as a faded food
puttin five on it
hotspots in the hills
the isley brothers singing body kiss
im aching for the love of you

and my neo soul brotha
had me glad to find a man
Goapele could sing to
i was getting closer to my dreams
but you were caught out there
i still hate you so much right now

a long way
since i was jane doe
that monica monica monica
who thought he was mine
black and mild kisses
happy hour bliss
party all the time
i found out lil wayne could actually rhyme
the whole while u had a bitch in the back
and a hoe in the front
and id had my time...

a long way since you touched me softly
rekindled a flame
planted some life seeds
i wayne sang as i weened myself off you
overlooking the city
we grew together and apart
forever you'll be n my heart

then the underground
came to my surface
i was wearing stunna glasses at night
didnt know whether to fight
or flight
but your nurturing
and needing
made me overlook your nature
wondering where did my baby go
when the love wasnt shown
i was lost without you
and you were always gone
and in reality
you couldnt stop being a dickhead
and i couldnt leave you alone

and you...
even in darkness
there is a light that shines
its agony and ecstasy
cuz at the root of it all
your not mine

(to be continued)