daisies

He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
So sweetly like a kiss
On the collarbone
Not the only one I've known
But the only one I'm knowing
Suddenly this passion turns passive
I hear the doors slamming
Emptying what had filled me previously
He loves me not
It hurts so bad
That it doesn't feel good
Feeling pain I wouldn't wish on
My non exsistent enemies
So blind I can't see who's hurting me
But u open my eyes when u kiss me gently
Whispering apologies
And that pain turns to passion
I'm asking not to stop
He loves mE
So sweetly
Filling my empty soul
With his honey
His touch on calluses
Though a result of him
Are soothing
He's moving me
To the wonders I seek...
But the love
Slips so suddenly
To oceanic abyss depth
And it covers me
Leaving me breathless
This honey is sickening
He loves me not
Its making me weak
I'm grasping for his reach
But he leaves
But I'm drenched in this ocean
This honey so sweet
And it becomes me
And then he loves me
Rose petals falling
from his tongue
With every word he speaks
Now he wishes
to forever have me
But this moment
Ends quickly
As soon as I'm ready
To show some reciprocity
The ground falls from
Beneath me
And if only he saw
What I see
This seesaw
wouldn't switch so quickly
But
He loves me not.