shades of blue

Today was the day
I could have made
U make ur mind up
Am I nuts?
Just playing along
In this little game
Yall keep sayin my name
Readin my aim aways
Am I insane?
Or just numb n the brain
Numb to the pain
That presents itself
If he's not game
Should I stay?
I mean
Todays coo
And tomorrow
Who knows
but yesterday who knew
I'm almost thru caring
Almost thru sharing
My bed with you
But will I be blue?
You came to
Haunt me in my dreams
These things I tried
To make seem
I never think
But I knew!
And who knew?
Just don't make me blue boo
The sky is too blue
Step n my shoes
We both knew
This chemistry
Wouldn't be thru
After a few fateful occasions
This liasion
Would prove it self
A true
Joining of two spirits
I know u aint tryna hear it
But
My sky blue
Is turning indigo
This incognito
The secret
Secret to you
Secret we keep
And we won't leak
I'm too meek
You don't speak
We'll just be
Until the the two
Become
A we
And me
I'm left blue
Without you.