virtues

Patience
a virtue
That can hurt u
Cuz wit some shit like this
You need
To check ur expectations
At the door
You need to keep your hopes
On the floor
You gotta wait for more
But who wants to do that
Patience
A virtue
To learn
You must have it to earn
All the good things in life
Time heals all wounds
Yet it slips away
Like sand through an hourglass
Don't know how long I can last
Debating
Whether waiting
Is right for me
Patience a virtue that can hurt u
Its A feeling that can end
While ur waiting for something to begin
Before it actually bends
To your liking
Your fighting
Not to instead be bent
Before flighting
Patience
A virtue that
Can turn you cold
You try to be bold
But it puts you in purgatory
You want to tell your story
But you know
Its you
and you alone
That condones this ongoing drone
Patience
A virtue that can learn you
And turn you into
Lonely...

daisies

He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
So sweetly like a kiss
On the collarbone
Not the only one I've known
But the only one I'm knowing
Suddenly this passion turns passive
I hear the doors slamming
Emptying what had filled me previously
He loves me not
It hurts so bad
That it doesn't feel good
Feeling pain I wouldn't wish on
My non exsistent enemies
So blind I can't see who's hurting me
But u open my eyes when u kiss me gently
Whispering apologies
And that pain turns to passion
I'm asking not to stop
He loves mE
So sweetly
Filling my empty soul
With his honey
His touch on calluses
Though a result of him
Are soothing
He's moving me
To the wonders I seek...
But the love
Slips so suddenly
To oceanic abyss depth
And it covers me
Leaving me breathless
This honey is sickening
He loves me not
Its making me weak
I'm grasping for his reach
But he leaves
But I'm drenched in this ocean
This honey so sweet
And it becomes me
And then he loves me
Rose petals falling
from his tongue
With every word he speaks
Now he wishes
to forever have me
But this moment
Ends quickly
As soon as I'm ready
To show some reciprocity
The ground falls from
Beneath me
And if only he saw
What I see
This seesaw
wouldn't switch so quickly
But
He loves me not.

shades of blue

Today was the day
I could have made
U make ur mind up
Am I nuts?
Just playing along
In this little game
Yall keep sayin my name
Readin my aim aways
Am I insane?
Or just numb n the brain
Numb to the pain
That presents itself
If he's not game
Should I stay?
I mean
Todays coo
And tomorrow
Who knows
but yesterday who knew
I'm almost thru caring
Almost thru sharing
My bed with you
But will I be blue?
You came to
Haunt me in my dreams
These things I tried
To make seem
I never think
But I knew!
And who knew?
Just don't make me blue boo
The sky is too blue
Step n my shoes
We both knew
This chemistry
Wouldn't be thru
After a few fateful occasions
This liasion
Would prove it self
A true
Joining of two spirits
I know u aint tryna hear it
But
My sky blue
Is turning indigo
This incognito
The secret
Secret to you
Secret we keep
And we won't leak
I'm too meek
You don't speak
We'll just be
Until the the two
Become
A we
And me
I'm left blue
Without you.