I've written so many words
Where I wonder
In what niche I fit
In this love thing.
Asking whoever will answer
Why they won't love me
How I want to be loved
Or how I deserve to be loved
Or even love me at all
I've fallin
Countless times
Into traps
Some have been set for me
Others I set for myself
Some I succumb to even after
I get out
My heart has broken
Born again
And broken
After
And all the kings horses and men can't help me repair it again...
I enter into love now
Unable to conceive
What is real and what is ideal
And I deal..
But I find
That I honestly don't have
A spare thought n my mind
To fathom
That ur love isn't mine
Can't drop a word to this page
That can express pain
Foreshadowed in your kiss
I feel true bliss
Scared like a baby
But won't test
That maybe
U might not be here
Cuz all I care
Is That
I'm here
Now
And somehow
Ur here too
And I can't write
Some sad love poem
About you
And how the end is in sight
How I can't sleep at night
How I know I'm not right
How I think I'm not tight
Enough but ima diamond in the rough
Even though this all is true
These things don't make me blue
They make me feel
Real
And like I said I can deal
Now
No longer worried bout the way things turn out
My hearts already broken
Just trying to piece together
How it felt
To feel
Like love wasn't a foreign thing
And u make my broken heart sing
And song it hasn't sang
So no matter
Where we stand
I won't write
Sad love poems
About how
After now
U left
And wow
I can't breathe
And I need u here wit me
Cuz time now
Calls for
Peace
And uve granted that to me
By making me smile
And that's all I ever asked for
So even if u make my heart sore
I can't deplore
That u did everything I wanted
And I may have fronted
But I loved you